‘I promised to keep on going but maybe keep on going means coming back first’

Patrick Ness

Firstly, I would like to say HAPPY NEW YEAR and a big welcome to 2024.

Secondly, my most humble apologies for the disappearance act. Life got busy, hectic, complicated, and joyful at some point and dipped again. I am here to tell you all about it.

From raising my little Miracle baby to how the endometriosis journey has been going since then and another miscarriage.

Starting with baby Miracle is a big girl now. A whole 3-year-old in fact and oh what a sweetheart. What a blessing. I have learnt so much from this little human of mine. She is soft-spoken and soft-hearted. I grew up not being exposed to or experiencing as much affection as she expresses. So, I have learnt to be gentler with how I communicate, to be reassuring, to accept the hugs and kisses she gives and how she wants to be friendly with everyone. It is quite scary because we live in a world where it is not safe for a child to be friendly and loving towards strangers, therefore navigating that and trying to teach her without offending her has been a learning curve, and we will get there. She tells me randomly how she loves me and always compliments me on the smallest of things, I have learnt to then do the same as this actually builds her confidence. It is most definitely not roses all the time, but we are learning. If you all want any specifics on my experience in motherhood, let me know in the comments. e.g potty training, feeding, how I got her off breastmilk, how we manage her eczema and so forth.

I know I promised to post about the pregnancy journey and therefore I will take you through it from beginning to delivery.

For now, I just want to say I am baaaack and I can’t wait to share the journey with you all.

Thank you for the support and let’s keep it growing.